Wednesday, June 20, 2007

Keys

In Orwell's 1984, the government was trying to simplify the English language with the ultimate goal of reducing it to a single word. I don't know about language, but I want to do that with keys. I want one key that will get me into anything I need to get into.
Since my family is moving around right now, I have a fluctuating keyring. A borrowed house key finds its way onto my keychain for a couple of weeks or months, then is returned to its owner. Occasionally I borrow a car and pick up an extra key for a while. I feel my keyring in my pocket when I walk now. It isn't a stable shape any more and it tends to poke and bulge.
Yesterday I handed over a work key I'm not going to need any more. One by one the keys to the cars, the office, my parents' house will get sold or returned and when I get on the plane to Africa I will have an empty keyring with just a flash drive on it.
I don't know how to feel about that. I should feel light and free, but today I just feel like the doors of my life for the last 15 years will be closing and locking behind me and I won't have the keys to open them again. I will have no keys, no means of opening locked doors.

2 comments:

Shawn Stutz said...

That's good stuff Dan! I love the iamge too. I have a key to a house in GA that I'm trying to get rid of if you know what I mean (haha!). Seriously though, I have four keys on my chain (2 work, 1 house, 1 car!)

Anonymous said...

I have so many keys... It drives me crazy. I think I'd like having one key... or maybe just a retinal scan. (minority report)